EeSoon's

Cute Little~

2012-01-25T12:29:00.004+08:00

I have a white board in my room. I usually use it to write notes, reminders, plans, to-do-list, goals, important dates and etc etc etc. Whenever my friends came to my house, if they have chance to visit my room, they will surely somehow, leave something on the board automatically. Hahaha~ I find it funny and somehow, I feel warmth too. ^^

Ah~ I saw my camera before I rub it away... snap snap~~!!! hehehehe~~ blogging time~~~~ So the picture I am going to show, is the latest ones left on the board. All those were drawn by Mr. Boyfriend and also a good friend of mine~ animatorB.

Super Mario's mushroom?

by animatorB.

Cute little ... sushi? ^^

by animatorB.

Eat you!!! NyeeeeeeeYeee

add on by Mr. Boyfriend.

Singing skeleton~~ self-enjoying

by animatorB.

A clon of it... imitating imitating...

add on by Mr. Boyfriend.

Hippo dragging piggie... dunno why...

by Mr. Boyfriend.

Tadaaaa~~

That's all of them~~~

Actually there is one more... a drawing of a cup of tea... but... I erased it away... before I saw my camera... opss... hmm... so... ^^ Overall, they are cute right??? Ha haha~ love the drawing so so much~~ cuteee~

机会

2012-01-24T12:20:00.005+08:00

机会，

是留给有准备的人的。

机会，

来了就要好好把握！

机会，

不是常常有，

也不会常常来，

更不会常常出现。

其实，

机会一直都在你身旁溜过~

你有发现到它们的存在吗？

如果你察觉到了，

请你好好利用它，

因为机会是不常被人类发现的。

除非你是一个警觉性非常高的人。

一个改变人生的机会，

随时都在你身旁出没，

只是...

你有察觉到吗？

而我，我的机会...

改变我人生的机会，

已经来了...到了。

只是...我要不要去接受这些机会呢？

愿不愿意改变我目前一成不变的生活呢？

无论如何，尝试了再打算。

这机会，我接受了。

会否改变我的人生，

那就拭目以待吧！

要切记，

机会永远都是留给有做准备的人的！

你不准备迎接，就请不要埋怨机会流失。

“紫包”~

2012-01-21T11:08:00.005+08:00

开工三个星期后，

老板突然在我工作时出现，

然后塞了封“紫包”给我，

说：“新年快乐~~”

（受宠若惊）

. . .

（愣了一下下）

我想，是老板给的开工红包吧。

我把红包翻了又翻，看了又看，

明明就是紫色的嘛，

所以不叫红包了。

明明就是个紫包。

你们看！

紫色的~~

看，看！

里面是金包咧~

（若里面装的是黄金就更好了~~嘿嘿嘿~）

耶~~~~！！！

龙年的第一封紫包~

开心开心~~~~

祝福大家和我一样，

开开心心~~~

愿大家：身体健康~~财源广进~~步步高升！

笑口常开~~万事顺利~~心想事成！！！

Happy Chinese New Year~~~

龙年行大运！

发啊！

肚子饿

2012-01-18T01:18:00.005+08:00

我....

肚子饿

肚子饿肚子饿肚子饿...

肚子饿

饿

...

三更半夜不睡觉，

在这里喊饿？

EeSoon, 你...

什么事情噢你？

...

我...

就是...

肚子饿了嘛...

...

那么迟了...

我...

...

算了，

我还是乖乖的去睡吧。

晚安。

送给她~

2012-01-16T07:33:00.000+08:00

我的好友~自称是LoLLy的她~我都叫她芳芳。

我亲爱的芳芳毕业了，身为好朋友之一的我，

当然不可两手空空的到她的毕业典礼吧！

于是，在毕业典礼的前一天，

跑了几家精品店，弄了些有意思的东东回家。

搞了一整夜，才把它们给联合起来，

再加上一张小卡，搞定！

三角龙外表坚强，内心善良。

往后生活上无论遇到什么困难，都要坚强不屈！

就像三角龙的外形，“放马过来，我有三角，我顶！”

飞龙展翅高飞，带着棒棒糖到处飞翔。

（难怪牙齿掉了那么多颗啦！）

毕业了，自由了！要往高处飞，越飞越高，

事业顺利~步步高升~~

（呃？怎么像是新年贺词了...？）

芳芳，我爱你哟~~~~

祝福你前途光明~~

一切顺顺利利~！！

小对话

2012-01-15T23:01:00.005+08:00

女：我会孤独终老吗？

男：不会。

女：你怎么知道？你为什么那么肯定？

男：因为我不会让你孤独终老。

女：（脸红红害羞，头低低的笑了）是嘛... ...?

____________________________________________

有时候一些简单对话听起来，还挺浪漫的~不是吗？

Remember?

2012-01-10T16:55:00.002+08:00

Do anyone of you know what are these?

Or... do you guys remember what are those??

It's Chinese New Year card!

How many of you still sending handmade

Chinese New Year card to friends?

I guess... not many of you still did that.

But I do!! I am still doing it.

I mean, sending it when it comes to Chinese New Year.

Haha~

I was suppose to post these yesterday but

I forgot to buy stamp...

so... it's still here... with me.

I don't want these cards to reach its owner

after Chinese New Year...

I am going to send these cards soon~~~

Chinese New Year is around the corner!!!

2 more weeks to go~~!

yuhoo!!

Happy Chinese New Year

to everyone who is reading this~!!

1st Day of Work

2012-01-04T16:51:00.004+08:00

Yesterday I start my work since 9am

and

stop my work at 6am this morning.

then

accidentally fell asleep.

when I woke up,

it was 7.30am.

I was asked... or more accurate,

was demanded/command to reach work place by 7.45am.

But, I reach there at 7.59am

hmm...

hmm.

Then, I continue work since 8.05am this morning

until

about 1 hour ago,

which is...

3.50pm??

conclusion?

I am tired,

exhausted,

fatigue,

my heavy works have finally, officially, started.

yeaaaeehh~

Happy working days everyone here~!!

Enjoy your work!!

You don't need to LOVE it to feel enjoyment,

just don't HATE it,

everything will be fine and smooth.

All the best!

跨过去、冲出去！！！

2012-01-02T14:59:00.002+08:00

原地踏步？

不！

要改变！！

跨过去！！

EeSoon,

加油，放胆。

去闯吧~！

冲啊！！！

大家，

新年快乐。

... 闷 ...

2011-12-29T19:36:00.003+08:00

怎么... 忽然...

我会觉得... 孤独？

感觉上...周围突然剩下我一个人？

我空虚... 无聊... 无奈...

我的心... 好寂寞...

嗯... 我难过...

“有等于没有”的感觉又回来了。

我不喜欢，我想停止。

太多不满，太多埋怨，

我觉得自己很烦，

自己给自己烦恼。

... 闷 ...

Christmas 2012

2011-12-25T18:59:00.009+08:00

We've been together for 8 months +,

it's not a short time,

it's not very long neither,

but my love to him is getting stronger as day passed.

I love Mr. Boyfriend very much~!!

Ho ho ho~~

And, I've got something for Mr. Boyfriend.

It was a last minute ordered,

I thought I will only get my goods on Monday,

which is after Christmas...

but I got it yesterday!!!

So surprise!!

Curious about it?

Want to know what I've bought for him?

hehe...

Heart Beat~ Heart Beat~

it's a personalized gift~

A cushion with my picture on it~

So he can hug it when he miss me~

Very thoughtful of me right?

Ho ho ho~~

Somehow I felt romantic~~

Ohh~ EeSoon, you are romantic~~

Sorry if you feel nausea~

hahahaha!!

I'm just being narcissism~~

Wonderful Christmas~

Lovely Christmas~~

Everything is beautiful~~ and warm~

Merry Christmas everyone~!!

Sharing: If you wanna make one for your love one,

check here~ I got the lovely cushion from there too. ^^
Thanks HeartBeat~~

Respond Please !!

2011-12-21T19:03:00.007+08:00

Why I don't get any response from you??

Why why why??

Are you really that busy??

Or I am too free, nothing to do,

and then asking for replies frequently??

Did I?

Am I?

I am not sure...

2 sms sent from me since 9am till now,

one morning greeting and the other one

contain a question that requires simple answer...

that's all...

...

Too much from me...

meh?

I need reply la...

reply reply...

reply me laaa...... !!

why no response???

Want me to call on phone meh???

Who knows you might not convenient to talk?

I don't want to disturb you...

I don't want you to feel annoyed because of my call...

aiyoo... sms only ma.....

can u please reply me?

ISH!!!

I assume no respond that means ..

u not interested to what I sent to you de la!

Then whatever I asked in the sms...

you don't need to bother lo... ?

Whatever... whatever...

don't bother...

don't need to bother...

...

No!!! Cannot don't bother !!!

I am crazy!! No!! Cannot!!

OOoiiii!!!! EeSoon!!!

Why are you irritating yourself here?

You want answer from him?

Just go and make that damn call la!!

ISsshhh!!

Grrrr!!!!

Go!!! Shooo !!!

Dinner time!

2011-12-20T18:05:00.003+08:00

After 14 days of holidays~ I am back to work! Yesterday was my 1st day of work after the sweet-relaxing-14-holidays of mine. And yeaap! It was also the 1st meet up between Mr. boyfriend's family members and my family members.

Early in the morning, I wasn't asleep until 5am.. I had insomnia I think... After sleeping for 2 hours+, I went to workplace and start working until about 3pm. After 4pm, I start to feel a bit anxious about the dinner... How will it be? What will happen? Will it be awkward? Or awesome? Are they going to talk to each other or remain silent? A lot of questions flying in my mind after 4pm. Few hours later.... it was time to go for the dinner. Hmmm... IT'S TIME! Nervous... me.

We had our dinner in a Hakka style restaurant and the restaurant is quite far from my house... about 40minutes drive (without traffic jam) through LDP highway but u know LDP... So at the end, yea, we were late by minutes... because of the traffic jam.. ISH!

Awkward time came... I feel awkward when that part... where my parents say hi to Mr. boyfriend's parents, shaking hands... that is so... AWKWARD!!! ok, maybe I am just feeling shy... I don't exactly know why. After the "Hi, how are you" session, it's time to eat!

Went into the restaurant, ordered food. During ordering time, conversation mode on~ everyone was talking to everyone~ It's a good sign... good. After order, conversation remains~ good! At least no one being left out. Food served, eating and talking in the same time... conversation continue~~ after dinner, the conversation seems ... can't be stopped. Everyone was talking non-stop, sharing opinions, discussing from politics to education to food to... about any topic... almost every topic we could think of! The conversation ends when restaurant is about to close.

It was fun looking at them having their conversation. Somehow in the middle I felt a bit shy... when they were talking about me... For me, I find it was a relaxing and fun dinner~ I gain a lot of info through their conversations. I love it! I just love to listen to people's conversation. Let's do this again some other time in the future ~~~ Mr. boyfriend! hahaha~

Good Temper

2011-12-19T02:19:00.003+08:00

Since Saturday, I'd been hanging around with mr. boyfriend and his family members. I notice all of them are optimist, humor, kind and warmth. I love to listen to their conversations because it's funny and quite informative sometimes. It was fun hanging out with them~

One thing I need to learn from them, is their good temper. I notice all of them are quite patient and gentle, they don't get annoyed easily and they rarely have arguments during conversation, even if they do have arguments, they did not raise up their voice easily like my family always does. My family raise up their voice easily especially when we have some arguments or disagreement on the same topic/issue, no hard feelings, that's just our way of communication~ hehe. unique~

Tonight, both mr. boyfriend and my parents are going to meet each other for the first time. I wonder what will happen... awkward? awesome? I don't know... we'll see... I'll see... hmm.. hmm hmm...

New Bloggie~

2011-12-15T18:25:00.005+08:00

Ho ho ho! New blog has been created! Yuhooo!!

Name of the blog: Snap-Share-Snap

Welcome welcome to my new blog~

It's all about random photos taken by me~

It will be less words, more photos.

There'll be some articles and recipes sharing too~~

Just as the name of the blog,

I snap photos and I share it out~

Wow... it took me 8hours to create a new one...

very tiring...

Support support EeSoon's new bloggie~~ Snap-Share-Snap

Thank you~

muaxxx.

tata.

Darling

2011-12-14T19:14:00.005+08:00

I know you are busy working right now,

I know you can't confirm when will you finish your work,

I know you can't promise to meet me later,

I understand.

That's why I didn't nag,

I know I can't force you to leave your work and come to me,

I can't be that selfish...

the only thing I can do is wait for you..

silently.

haha,

maybe not that silent.

Ah dear... darling...

I miss you very very much!!

I didn't meet you for days... since... Sunday?

hahaha, I thought it was very long but...

just 2 days... ...?

why do I miss you that much?

hahahaha.

Ah... I miss your hug...

miss your kiss...

miss your... everything!

Hope to see you tonight.

知足

2011-12-13T08:26:00.005+08:00

珍惜所拥有的，

懂得珍惜才会满足。

你是幸运的，也是幸福的。

请好好珍惜自己所拥有的一切。

不要去比较，

人与人之间没有什么好比较的。

每一个人有他自己的生活方式，

每一个人所拥有的东西都不一样。

所以没有什么好比较的。

停止比较，少了埋怨、少了不满，

生活必定会更轻松。

知足才会乐，懂得满足才不会埋怨。

EeSoon，不要再埋怨了，

其实你已经很幸福了，你知道吗？

要知足，真的。

Dinner

2011-12-09T17:44:00.002+08:00

Spaghetti

Fish and chips

Salad

Fruits

The above is the menu of tonight's dinner.

All will be cooked and prepared by EeSoon~

Yuhooo~~ I am very happy now~~

It's time to cook~~ excited excited!

Is it a bit too early to start cooking now?

... no right? ... hehe.

Today is 9th December 2011

Special dinner,

for you and me.

Happy 8th month anniversary~

to you and to me.

Weather

2011-12-08T11:48:00.010+08:00

Why is the sky keeps on raining???

Rain rain rain rain...

raining still...

non-stop...

rain...

I feel cold~ and freezing~~

Rain brought wind,

and the sweet wind makes me feel...

cold.

How many of you here like rainy days?

How many of you here like sunny days?

More votes for rainy? Or sunny?

For me, I prefer sunny~~ sun!

The mighty sun!

I love the sun!

And I miss the sun very very much now.

See how handsome the sun is?

My dearest sun, when are you going to show up?

I misssssssss you!!!!!

Chooooo chhooooo muccchhhhie~

Sometimes... rainy days do create romance...

but but but..

I still prefer The Mighty Sun!!!

Sunny day come come... please...

you are the most handsome thing in the world.

Yes, you are.

No doubt, you are.

I love you, sun!

Photography Contest!

2011-12-07T12:45:00.009+08:00

This is the first photography contest I'd ever participate.

My first photography contest,

'Tak Nak Merokok!' Photography Contest.

Wuhooo!!

People who know me well know that I am resist to smells.

I am very alert to smells from cigarettes/perfumes/

lotions/shampoo/soap, anything come with funny smells,

you name it.

People who know me well know that I hate cigarettes smell the most,

then followed by perfumes.

My mood turns off when I smell cigarettes,

especially early in the morning.

I usually curse the people who smoke in the morning.

The worst ones, throwing cigarettes butt from the car.

Yes, EeSoon do curse!!!

What the hell is going on with these people???

@%$#@**$%^&...

Cigarettes smokes turns me off and light up my anger.

Alright. Back to the topic.

I was reading my own blog this morning and there's ads

showing Tak Nak Merokok campaign's logo at the side..

So I gave it a click, and then it linked me to the photography contest.

I was thinking, why not give it a shot?

So, I entered the contest.

Actually...I do need a little help from all of you here...

that's the main purpose of this post... hehe... *sweat smiling*

if you are free... I need some votes from you..

because, the entry will be judged based on 50% votes by you,

and 50% from the Ministry of Health.

If, just IF only you are free...

and/or IF only you are interested...

and/or ... just IF only you are curious on the photo I submit...

Here's the way to vote/view it.

Just like any other contests in FB, you have to "Like" the page first before you can view/vote/check the entries. So... 1st, you need to "Like" this page. http://www.facebook.com/TAK.NAK.MEROKOK
And then, you have to click "Pertandingan Fotografi Tak Nak Merokok" at the left under the "wall" and "info" row.
Then you will see this image. Click "View Entries".
You will see this page and you need to scroll down to find my photo titled: Rokok Meragut Nyawa. My name is there in a bracket (EeSoon Ng).
Click the round round thing written VOTE below my photo.

Done then!! I thank you very very much~~

If you can't see the image shown in number 3, then I am afraid,

you need to registered yourself before you can view and vote...

If it's too troublesome for you, just leave it~ it's ok.

very very sorry to trouble u...

EeSoon says sorry.

But if you are really interested/curious/supportive,

please! go ahead! Vote for me!

hehe~ EeSoon say thank you to you.

Thank you very much~

Terima Kasih banyak-banyak.

1st time entering photography contest...

1st time entering FB contest...

1st time writing this kinda asking vote post...

wa wa wa ... 1st time...

To those who had read this post,

thanks ya!

To those who has gone through the troublesome procedures

and successfully vote for me,

EeSoon say, thank you!!!!!!!!!!

Plan well

2011-12-07T10:15:00.004+08:00

Oh yeaaah~~

14 days of holidays now left 12 days.

Cool~!!!!!

I am happy and relax~~

I am smiling~~ I feel like laughing!

Ah haha~~ crazy me.

So, long holidays I have.

What to do?

I need a plan.

A well plan.

Let's jot down what am I gonna/wanna do/go

during these precious holidays~~

Now, in points:

visit KL again~~ (backpack) - Taman Tasik Perdana
repair my camera... *cry*
(screen break dunno why, dunno when, dunno how...)
clean my room.
clear my lesson plans!!!
(duh... part of my endless works)
meet up with my dearest friends~ boys and girls.
clean my living room.
cook something!!! breakfast? lunch? dinner? snack?
write papaya post in blog!
blog about my Fraser's Hill trip~
back to college to help up on some events~
yipeee~ I miss my college.
wash dogs...
finish reading my stacked up Reader's Digest magazines...
start reading my Tarot book!
cut hair?? or maybe... go to the saloon and fix a little...
my hair is quite messy now...
Swimming~~ swim swim swim~~

Alright.

So far, 15 things to do.

Hope I can cross is all!! Yuhoo~~

Let's begin with number 3.

chao~~

担心

2011-12-05T20:25:00.004+08:00

今天的你，和平时的你很不一样。

亲爱的，你不舒服吗？

我到底可以为你做些什么？

好让你感觉好一些...？

平时的你，精神奕奕；

今天的你，无精打采。

平时的你偶尔会逗我说话；

今天的你很安静，都不说话。

平时的你，体温总是比我高；

今天的你，体温竟然比我低！？

平时的你，手的温度都是热热的；

今天的你，手的温度有点低，冷冰冰的...

平时的你很谨慎；

今天的你粗心大意。

平时的你走路稳如泰山；

今天的你跌倒了，而且还不止一次！

亲爱的，你生病了吗？

我不停的问你：“你还好吗？你没事吧？”；

你不断地回答我：“我没事，不用担心。”

叫我怎么不担心？

今天的你和平时的你，

差别那么大！

叫我怎么不担心？？

虽然你一直说没事没事，

但我的心里总挂着不安的感觉，

很担心、很害怕...

希望真的没事...

没事...

亲爱的...请你好好的照顾自己，

不要忘了你的重任！

你可是还要照顾和保护我的咧！

没有了健康的身体，怎样保护我？

所以咧，请好好照顾自己。

希望下次见到你时，你已恢复精神奕奕的状态。

我爱你。

Early In The Morning

2011-12-02T06:38:00.010+08:00

Wakey wakey!!!! Wake up up up!!!

Yuhooo~ good morning everyone!

2 more working days!!

two more!!!

Then my holidays begin~~~~

Another YEaaahhh~~ to shout!!!!!

Why is my blog so moody and emo recently?

It is very very weird and scary....

That's not EeSoon at all!!!

EeSoon is not emo...

no no no...

at least... not that often.

Recent posts really do scares me a little...

hmmm...

let's do some analyzing on why EeSoon so emo and moody.

Let's see...

I was busy clearing my stacks of works.
I was unable to pass up my work on the deadline given...
so I rush rush, keep on rushing...
I was having misunderstands with Mr. boyfriend.
I felt boring on my friend's meet up topic-to-chat.
A little disappoint/sad to someone... on something.
Realized I no longer understand a very good friend of mine.
Stress on work.
Stress on relationship.
Stress on friendships.
Less time for resting, fatigue body, exhausted mind...

hmmm...

10 reasons of being emo?

10 excuses of being moody?

Ah hahahaha~~

Excuses.

Ceh!

Emotional control failed.

Ish! EeSoon! Isshhhh..!

To those who are and were reading my blog,

sorry eh! I didn't mean to make you guys bored.

really.

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I miss writing papaya post...

the papaya tree in front of my house has grown up!

and it is very tall now~~~ I tell ya!

but still, the papaya's size is small, little, tiny...

The papaya's size, never change.

Maybe I should write it in next post..

Oh ya!

I am going to Fraser's Hill soon~~~

can't wait can't wait can't wait !!!

although it's just 2 days 1 night...

better than nothing!

I've been dreaming to pay a visit there since I was 12 years old.

Finally I have the chance!

Fraser's Hill!!!!!!

Enough of shouting...

throat pain...

errkk..hhmm..

bye.

Have a nice Friday.

Again... Fuh!

2011-11-29T15:47:00.003+08:00

Sorry, I know...

I have been moody lately...

I was feeling suffocated

because of my job,

my so-call "endless works".

Now that my work has reduce,

or I should say, DONE~~

I am feeling light!

As in heavy VS light, the light?

AWwwwwhhhh~~

Relieved.

(Of course, it will not END, but at least for now,

those need to be done has already DONE.)

Looking back my previous blog posts...

hmmm... really really moody...

that's not good...

that's not EeSoon...

No no no good.

Recently I am feeling relax~

stress-free~~

have more time to rest

and more time to do my personal stuff~~

more time to meet up with friends~

and not to forget,

more time for mr. boyfriend.

hmmm~

I have to plan my time well,

I must come out a good time management plan.

Can't waste anymore time now!

Don't wanna get moody again due to bad time management!

Muaxxx~

tata.

Moooooody Soooon

2011-11-23T01:39:00.004+08:00

moody moody moody~

moody EeSoon.

I "no like" this EeSoon.

I dislike.

relationship is somehow...

make me feel...

tiring~ annoying~

disappointing and heart breaking~

I am feeling bored with it.

Works can't make me relax,

relationship makes me tense,

I am frustrated.

Somehow, I lost myself.

I need holidays!!!!

Holidays do help!!!!!!!

I know it for sure!!!!!!!!

7 more days to go!!

EeSoon EeSoon~

I want the happy you back!!!!

Emo EeSoon is very sick!!

IShhh!

9 Nov 2011 "present/gift"

2011-11-20T20:14:00.006+08:00

Are you still missing that person? that "she"...?

I don't feel comfortable right now.

I don't know who is she,

but I am sure she is still living somewhere in your heart.

her shadow appear in your blog, sometimes in your words,

even in your mind... silently... without U noticing it...

You honestly tell me that you are thinking of her when you were with me last time...

You are very honest, I appreciate your honesty.

But it hurts, the truth hurts.

Do you know how sad am I when I get to know that?

When I read what you wrote?

I don't think you have any idea about that.

After reading that message...

I observe, I see, I feel...

I become alert and sensitive on your expression and words.

I don't feel good. Jealous maybe?

I am feeling uncomfortable.

I feel like she is still in your mind...

I feel like you are looking at me... but thinking of her!

You are not 100% with me....

IShhh!!!!!! I cannot take it!!

I can't accept you to have another girl in your heart other than me..

no, cannot. you can only put me in,

there's no more space for another girl.

Even if there are spaces, I do not allow!!

(girlfriend has the rights right???)

If I cannot conquer the whole heart,

I rather choose to leave.

Tell me you miss her again and I tell you, I will leave you.

I don't feel safe with you.

I feel like you are just finding someone to replace that "she" in your heart.

I am not a back up person! I am not a replacement!

I am quite shock! And honestly, your honesty this time, hurts me.

Usually I will say "I rather choose to be hurt than dunno what happen"

but this time... for the very first time,

I rather choose not to know what happen than getting hurt.

yeuuu huuuoouu~

2011-11-15T20:39:00.008+08:00

EeSoon,

EeSoon..

EeSoon!!!!

EeSoon!!!!!!!!

EeSoon???

EeSoon...

EeSoon~

EeSoon~~

EeSoon~~~

Harlo!

If this your first time??

First time visit this blog??

Hmm.. If yes...

This is EeSoon's blog.

Everything's about EeSoon!!

Yea~~~

Old readers...

This is merely a post to kill tension.

And also to release stress.

You know EeSoon well la, right?

This is what EeSoon's blog created for.

To release EeSoon's stress~~~~

alright, I am done.

bye.

Somehow... somehow...

2011-11-13T16:48:00.004+08:00

I just went through FB and saw a picture of my friend. Somehow, I felt that we are not as close as we were before. Sometimes I felt like she is a stranger to me... how sad is that... We used to be so close... what change that? Previously, I thought it was me but now, I don't think so it's all because of me. She has changed.

Now that I have a boyfriend and my career has some changes, I wish to share with her about it and how I wish she can share with me about what she has been through recently too but... but but... there's always a but. But I don't dare to call her. Somehow I feel that she doesn't care and not willing to tell/share about her life to anyone including me any more.

I feel like I don't know who she is any more. Is it because of lack communication or... we just don't feel like want to bother each other any more? Or is it just merely because we are both busy and have no time to contact each other? I wonder..

I miss her very much. Hope to just give her a call and crap about almost everything on phone. But somehow, I don't think she wants that, she gives me the feeling that she feels annoyed and wasting time talking on phone with me? I don't know... I just got that feeling. What will happen if I call her now? hmm... I don't dare... still.

I just want to say that, I miss her very much. I miss her voice, miss the cheerful laugh of hers and the excitement feeling of sharing each other happiness and sadness. I really do miss all that.

Whenever I am happy or sad, she is the first person I think of to share. It is always her... since I was 13 until now, never changed. But.. something has block me to contact her. I feel stress when I talk to her... I felt afraid, uncomfortable, pressure, tied, worry, doubt, fake, bored... more negative feels than the positive ones... how sad.

How I wish we can talk freely like we used to be... no boundaries~ no partition, no critics, no comparison, no hard feelings... just be ourselves!

Maybe I just couldn't accept the real ... her. Or maybe I couldn't accept the real.. me. hmm... Somehow... somehow...

Punishment

2011-11-11T01:54:00.003+08:00

Ya ya ya.

Again, I am planning not to sleep.

I have to finish my work!

Work works workssss.

Again, bad time management plus laziness,

equal to sleepless nights plus last minute work rush.

Good for ya, EeSoon!

Why can't you just learn how to manage your time, EeSoon?

Why can't you just do works day by day, little by little, EeSoon?

Why do you like to do it in one shot and rush works

few hours before the given deadline, EeSoon?

Why????

why?

And you like to expose your laziness in your blog.

Wasting time here instead of settling the work you suppose to do.

Aiyo!! time management!!!

Manage your work, EeSoon.

Manage your time, EeSoon!

Sigh... EeSoon... EeSoon..

Never learn...

never change...

pathetic!

句子

2011-11-05T00:37:00.003+08:00

我没事~~ 只是有点想念你而已。

想念你不代表我不好，对不？

所以我很好。

爱情里是没有对与错，

也没有公平可言，

只因它完全无法衡量。

当我说我想念你时，

请相信我是真的很想你。

当我需要你时，

你能马上在我身边出现吗？

会嫉妒及怕失去对方的原因只有两个：

一，对爱人没有足够的信任。

二，对自己没有足够的信心。

好想每天早上醒来，

第一眼看到的是你。

好想每晚都在你怀里入睡。

现在想着：

“如果能够每天都和爱人在一起，

那该有多好呀...”

若真正每天都和爱人在一起时，

到时，会否觉得厌烦呢？

Are you OK?

2011-10-29T14:26:00.006+08:00

If a girl cry when she is sharing some of her past experiences,

that means she has not get over with that experience yet.

If a girl can tell you her past experience without tear dropping,

that means she has already get over and move on.

Do you agree?

I do.

Because I admit I am like that too.

Do not make a girl cry,

and then apology and thinks everything is alright.

Because that apology does not mean anything at all.

Sorry does not mean anything after you hurt her.

If you really do hurt a girl...

the only thing you can do,

is hope that the girl will be fine soon.

Girl will be fine,

she just need time to recover...

just like some sickness, you just need some rest to cure it.

Do anyone of you here just hurt a girl?

If you do, please give her some time.

Although apology does not mean anything,

but somehow it helps to comfort the girl.

So, keep on apologizing.

Reminder, make sure you stop when she ask you to stop.

because it could be very annoying to her.

Still, time is the best medicine to cure this hurting feeling.

Do not leave a girl alone when you know she is hurt.

Unless she repeats these to you more than 4 times:

"leave me alone, don't bother me."

If she did not says anything,

then keep on sticking to her and be quiet.

p/s: give her a hug if you thinks she needs it.

if she pushes you away,

that means she does not need it.

If she cries in your arms,

that means she needs it

and she is releasing her pain.

Great time out~

2011-10-28T18:08:00.007+08:00

Recently I have few great outings with my friends~

beloved friends~~~

dearest friends~~~

those who willing to accompany me when I need them.

true friends!

Thank you so much to all of you.

Great night hanging out 1 - Wednesday night

Went for a drink in a... bar... I suppose?

1st time drinking beer... in a bar...

usually I drink liquor.

I don't like beer.

But end up, I was high~~~

not drunk, but feeling high~~ fly fly~

Thanks for being at my side when I need companion.

I love all of you!!

Great lunch meet up 2 - Thursday noon

A simple meet up with an old friend of mine~

we recall and talked about our past~

we express our feelings and thoughts~

we chit-chat~ we laugh~ we talk freely~~

Surprisingly, we do have common thoughts on certain issues.

Ah ha! We have fun, don't we? haha.

I feel so blessed and lucky to have this special friend. :)

Great night out 3 - Thursday night

Dinner in KL~

Love the food~

yummy yummy delicious!!

And also funny humor friends~

It was very relaxing and enjoyable~~

(it'll be best if they can exclude the thing start with "s")

Ah ha~~!

I keep on going out at night recently since Wednesday..

hmmm... what's next?

Hope I will have some fun during tonight's outing!

Always remember!!

No expectation, no disappointment.

Do not expect.

Do hope, do wish, but do NOT expect.

Remember THAT, EeSoon.

Tata.

So... What is it?

2011-10-28T17:58:00.005+08:00

"Do you love him?"

"Yes, of course!"

". . ."

"I love him."

". . ."

"No, you don't."

"Yes, I do!!"

"Adore/like/love, are different, my friend."

". . ."

So, what's love?

How do you define it?

hmmm~~

This is a question with million answers and no answer.

What's yours?

Thanks dear

2011-10-24T16:54:00.004+08:00

I am sorry about yesterday.

I know what you were doing was for my own good.

Thank you so much for being so considerate and patient.

And, sorry for acting so lazy..

and ... so and so ...

I know what to do~

And I will do what I suppose to do~

not to worry, dear.

All my work will be done tonight.

And don't feel sorry for my laziness!

That's nothing to do with you.

EeSoon is lack of motivation.

That's all.

I need to find something to light up my passion.

Something to motivate me....

something such as...

stress, pressure!!

These 2 always help me a lot!

Never fail to motivate me.

And there's one more,

time limit, deadline!!

These two,

never fail in forcing me to produce good work.

It's time to do work.

Thank you dear Mr. Boyfriend for the reminder.

Pile

2011-10-20T17:37:00.007+08:00

a pile and a pile and a pile...

pile up!

pile pile pilesss....

My work is getting more and more and more...

pile up and up and up...

each and everyday it increase by itself...

till when I can clear it?

hmm...

If I start doing it now,

will it be cleared by tomorrow?

If I start doing 1 hour later,

can I cleared it in few hours before tomorrow comes?

If... I...

if if if...

why not just start the damn work now,

EeSoon you lazy bug???

erm erm erm...

hmm... mmm...

hehe.

better go now before the angel and devil in me start war.

shoo! EeSoon, shoo!!

work hard, EeSoon!!

Go!!!!

He Jealous

2011-10-19T15:50:00.004+08:00

Ooooo...???

huh...?

what????

hahahaha!!

he is jealous~~

he told me he is~~~

jealous~~~~

feeling jealous~

jealous~ jealous~

bwahaha...

I find it cute!!

I am so bad.

I know I am bad.

hehehehe~

He is cute!!!

I love you,

dear, darling~

there's nothing to be jealous about.

but yet, I love you even more when you told me that.

hahaha~~

can't wait to hug you~

tight!!

muaxxx~

不想睡觉

2011-10-13T02:41:00.003+08:00

三更半夜，

不想睡觉，

想干什么？

我不知道。

在干什么？

没有概念。

在想什么？

这个...那个...

这些...那些...

再多四个小时，

就要开工了！！

为什么我的身体还不想睡？

太紧张了？

紧张什么？

呃...工作！！

拜托，

睡吧！

去睡吧！！

快去睡吧！！！

你的身体撑不了多久...

EeSoon，再多几个小时你就会开始垮啦！

睡觉去！！！

现在！！！

马上！！！

立刻！！！

要‘酱’咩?

我不要... ...

graduation

2011-10-06T19:45:00.004+08:00

I have 2 graduation ceremonies to attend in coming weekends. WOW!

Both ceremony have performances, and I am involved in both.

The differences are:

Graduation A - I am the one who perform on the stage!!! WOW!

Graduation B - I am the one who work at the back and front stage to make sure the ceremony goes well.

Graduation A - Graduates = diploma holders.

Graduation B - Graduates = kindergarten certificate holders.

2 graduation ceremonies in a row!! ho ho ho.

I love attending graduation ceremony~~ I love~ the feeling.

It's full with warmth, wishes, love and lots more positive aura~~

Love it!!!

I am going to work hard on Graduation A's performance...

lotssssa words to memorize...!!! work hard yo, EeSoon!!!

for Graduation B, hope everything goes well.. well well well!!

All the best!!!!

I am very happy and excited now!!!

Happy for all the graduates!!

Congratulation to all graduates!!

Excited on me and my children's performances too!!!

Wohohohoho~~

Interesting Friends 2

2011-10-05T05:42:00.004+08:00

I went out with the interesting friends again~~

As usual, we eat and chat~

it was fun~~

I like to hang out with you guys,

the hang out session makes me feel so relax~~

non-stress~~ and free~

I had a great night.

again,

thanks to Mr. Ben for the invite~

As expected, I was exhausted...

I've been sleeping for 12 hours!!!

12 hours since yesterday evening!!!!

I feel so sorry to my body now...

over-used it and it turn-off by itself.

Sorry EeSoon's body...

hmmm...

I felt more sorry to my clothes than my body..

because they have been soaked for 2 days and...

still soaking currently....

I better go wash them now before they get... smelly?

haha. Before that, a gentle greeting~

Good morning everyone here!!!

have a good Wednesday~~~

love ya!

muaxxx!

YEsshhh!!!

2011-10-01T10:20:00.002+08:00

15 down, 5 more to go~~

yuhoooo~~~~

happy me happy me happy me!!!

oh wait...

no...

not 5...

it's 6...

no no,

it's 8...

... ...

I still have about 5 stacks

and another 3 extra works to be done.

works...

sigh...

Go EeSoon!

GO!!!

bye.

20 stacks

2011-09-29T18:38:00.006+08:00

I am dead...

Being lazy for days and this is what I get,

20 stacks of works to do...

20 stacks!!!!!!!!!

oh hell...

(and there are more to come)

I don't want to be alive then..

Let me be dead.

aiyoyo...

why EeSoon so lazy?

where is her motivation??

ish ish ishhhhh!

Go work la!!!

still blogging here???

no wonder have 20 stacks!!

Shooo, EeSoon, shoooo!!!!!!!

...

schizophrenia?

...

好一个 “好久不见”

2011-09-27T19:18:00.004+08:00

“好久不见。”

“真的好久了哦...有两年了吧。”

“嗯...两年...”

“... ...”

真的好久不见了，

我没有想到再次相见时，

看着他，我的心跳还是像以往那样，跳的那么的快！

我到底在紧张些什么？

不瞒大家，也不掩饰自己，

其实近来，我的脑子里偶尔会出现他的影子，

只是没想到，今天真的给我碰见他！

看着他的双眼...

嗯，黑眼圈深了...

头发有点乱...

可是那股吸引我的气质还在...

所以我很紧张！

脑子不知道该说什么，

结果还重复了一些对白...

竟然在我刚睡醒，

迷迷糊糊的时候让我碰见他...

我顿时觉得害羞，

（怎么会在我状态那么差的时候碰到？）

有想躲避的念头...

可最后还是硬着头皮开始了对话：

“哈咯，好久不见”

...

聊了几句后，

各自回到自己的座位享用晚餐，

沟通结束。

再次遇到的感觉，

是紧张且害羞的...

挺不好意思...也不敢直视他的眼睛...

很自然的...脑里浮现了我们的过去...

也很自然的，脑里冒出隐性天平，

开始比较过去和现在...

嗯...

...

好想告诉 Mr. Boyfriend...

我遇到了以前的那个他...

我有点错乱的感觉...

我感觉怪怪的...

我...

...

Interesting friend(s)~

2011-09-27T02:03:00.003+08:00

I had a great night yesterday~

knowing new bunch of "cool" and interesting friends~~

listening to their funny conversation~~ haha.

Thanks to a friend of mine who brought me out.

And thanks to him too for the dinner~~

AWwhh~~ I am so lucky to have such a good and nice friend~

and there are more to come, I believe.

Friends do linked with each other~

and the link goes longer and longer,

and the gang gets bigger and bigger~~

I like it that way~!! Ar ha. I do.

I had a fun night,

I am happy and enjoyed.

Thank you Mr. Ben.

ah ha, I don't think he will read this~

muaha!

goodnight everyone here.

sweet dreams.

tata.

Mister Boyfriend

2011-09-24T12:17:00.014+08:00

I never know you were having feelings to me until my friends hinted me...

I never believe it until you called and told me in March 2011...

I was confused... I was worried...

I was anxious about starting a relationship with you...

But still, I agree to start it because you make me feel loved~

And I did not regret on my choice, not even in a while!

You handle me with care, with love, gently, softly...

You gave your love to me and I can feel it.

We've know each other for more than 1 year now.

We've been together for 5months since April 2011.

We did not meet everyday, we did not talk on the phone everyday,

I am glad that we both know and understand that we have works to do, we have our life to live...

But somehow... we will still miss each other...

sometimes missing like crazy! haha.

Although we aren't staying far apart from each other,

but we don't encourage meeting up everyday because it's costly... $$...

Anyway, our love did not reduce because of that instead, it makes our love stronger. Mr. boyfriend, do you agree with that?

I am quite emotional sometimes, I admit.

But you know what? You never failed to make me smile when I was emo...

Dear, thanks for everything you've done for me.

Thanks for the time, the love, the care... everything!

I am falling in love with you.. dear, I love you.

We have not seen each other since last Sunday...

we were not seeing each other for 6 days...

and not going to meet up until next Monday... or if possible, tomorrow..

I miss you... I am sure you know that...

and I know you miss me too. Aha! ^^

Enjoy your trip, dear boyfriend.

Can't wait to give you a hug when you are back...

Apology...

2011-09-20T17:17:00.003+08:00

Sorry for being so emotional last week..

sorry sorry.

It's normal that human has ups and downs right??

it's normal to feel happy/sad and sometimes upset/confuse right?

So...

hehe~

I am just a normal human being.

I am not a super woman

that can keep all the negative emotions in my mind

without exposing it.

I guess it's PMS again~

that's what cause me so emotional...

hmm....

not good, not good.

I should control my emotions instead of letting it to control me...

hmmm...

I failed to control my emotions last week.

If my negative emotions effects your happy mood,

I apologize.

Sorry for not controlling my negative emotions...

Thanks for all your patients and love.

muax~

emotional disturbed

2011-09-17T13:27:00.010+08:00

sssssssss

Grrrr...

Aahhh!

Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

I just wanna release my negative emotions.

That's all.

I feel like doing this...

right now.

seriously.

EeSoon.

R.I.P EeSoon.

Tear Drops

2011-09-15T15:57:00.007+08:00

I was stressed up!

I was unhappy.

I was angry.

I was sad.

I was..

not fine,

not ok.

That was my mixed-emotions add up

since Monday til yesterday.

I wasn't aware about it until...

my tear drops.

It wasn't my intention to cry,

but my tears just drop off from my eye,

uncontrollable...

I feel so sorry to Mr. boyfriend

because I was silent when he called me yesterday night..

He did all the talking and...

I guess he is quite confuse on the way I responded...

so... not EeSoon at all...

so... down... and so... negative.

I am fatigue.

Emotionally exhausted.

Physically tired.

I really need some rest physically and emotionally.

I miss Mr boyfriend...

very much...

I didn't meet him since last Sunday..

...

and not going to meet him until this Saturday..

...

Wedding

2011-09-12T06:46:00.004+08:00

One of my best friends has just got married.

And I am very happy for her.

My other close friends and I

went for her wedding dinner and ceremony

on last Saturday and Sunday.

It was fun!!

Let me share some of the photos taken

during the day and night..

hehe.

Roses from the restaurant.

I am not sure whether it's real... or fake.

To me, it's just beautiful flowers~

This was taken from the restaurant too.

No idea what is it...

some sort of decoration I supposed.

Our pretty hands~~

This was taken during the wedding ceremony.

7 drops of water on the table.

beautiful? ^^

I want to get married too.ho ho ho~

Let's work hard together

and make my wish come true, Mr. boyfriend!

hehe~ "say Ee"

Headache

2011-09-07T18:16:00.001+08:00

Recently...

headache has come to me.

pain pain pain.

I don't know why,

I don't understand how...

my head just...

just...

feel like...

exploding!

hmmm,

hmmm...

hmm.....

why.

I wonder.

三张照片

2011-09-04T12:42:00.003+08:00

我~~~

好幸福。

要珍惜。

要惜福。

好~

知道了。

理性？

2011-09-02T23:15:00.002+08:00

我好想念那个人！

满脑子都是他。

想想想想想...

为何那么的想念他？

好想马上见到他！

好想打电话叫他马上过来！

好想立刻驾车到他家！

好想缠着他不放~

呵呵呵~

烦死他！

可是，理性的我，

怎会那么做呢？

虽然真的好想放纵自己、

虽然好想刁蛮一下下、

虽然真~的好想闹闹小姐脾气~

但是，这...很幼稚咧！

还小咩？

都几岁人了？

控制！

自己的情绪是可以控制的。

我控制。

上上网、看看书、写写字，

找些东西来做不就行了吗？

没必要把自己的脑袋都塞满一个人的影子吧？

找事来做，

找事来做。

我不是很忙的吗？

嗯。

这星期过得太悠闲了，

是时候完成手头上的工作了。

加油加油！！

松~

2011-09-01T10:55:00.004+08:00

这次的假期过得好轻松~也很开心~

完完全全把我那忙碌的心境与疲惫的身体给放松了~

虽然只是去了短短的三天，

可这三天带给我很多笑容~

以及去年的一些搞笑回忆。

这次的金马仑之旅，感觉很舒服~

跟自己熟悉的朋友一起旅行，

真的很高兴~很舒服~很自在。一点约束都没有！哈哈！

还有还有，重点是，整个厨房都被我霸占了！

而且煮出来的食物都有人支持！哈！满足~

谢谢大家的参与~~

希望大家和我一样是享受的~开心的~放松的~~

希望不久后我们可以一起再去游玩~~

*期待期待*

大~~大红花一张~

黄色的木槿花~是大的！

金马仑~ 我又来啦~

2011-08-27T08:19:00.002+08:00

一年前的我，

和朋友一起去金马仑。

第一次什么都不用安排，

就上去玩、享受、认识新朋友~~~

可今年的旅程就不一样了~

我从两个月前就开始期待这一天的到来~

期待已久，是今天了！

终于要上金马仑了！

开心~~

你知道吗？

再多两个小时我就要上车咯~

可是哦，你猜猜我现在除了在打部落以外，

我在做什么？

我正在收拾行李。

啊哈哈！

last minute packing~~

我常做的事情。

呵呵呵~~

希望不会遗忘需要带的东西。

啊~~~~~

是时候去准备了！

我要吃早餐~~~

哦！忘了说，

早安，各位~~~

再见。

Oh ooo ouu~

2011-08-21T16:35:00.005+08:00

When I go through FB,

talked to friends/colleagues...

I found out...

people around me are having negative thoughts.

And you know what?

It kinda somehow affect me too... a little...

BUT, I am still positive, yeaah!

If you are feeling down now...

feeling like... giving up on something...

Hold it!!!

Be strong!!

Be motivated!!

Don't ever give up!!!

Think positively!!

EeSoon support all of you!

Dear friends,

nothing is impossible,

everything will be done well.

Everything will be just fine~

Work hard!!

Be positive, friends!!

You can do it!

Bad things goes, better things come.

challenges make you strong!!

difficulties make you learn!!

issues make you grow!!

So, take it! And settle it.

Love you all!!

Be positive always~

and cheers~~

muaxx!

tata.

YUhoo~~ yeaaa~

2011-08-18T16:20:00.006+08:00

I am feeling excited!!!!

Happy~~~ joy~~~~

I got an email yesterday,

it'a about invitation to Nuffnang Preview Screening~~~

The Smurfs is the movie's name.

This is my first time winning tickets from Nuffnang~~

I love Nuffnang~~~~

yeaaa~~~

Can't wait to watch the cute little ones~

in the cinema~~

The Smurfs~~~~

Of course, we have to thank him,

Peyo~~

for creating these cute little creatures~

thank you~~~

闲 - 懒

2011-08-17T12:59:00.003+08:00

今天是假期~

很难得能睡到自然醒。

早上八点半就醒了。

醒了后竟然不知道要做什么！

脑子里满是该完成的工作、家务...

一早醒来并觉得有压力。

啊，我今天该完成我的工作了...

这个、那个、那个和这个再加这个然后那个...

好累。

我什么都还没开始做，

就已经感到很累。

我的心很累。

满满的工作要完成：

准备课程、写教案、准备功课、

准备工作需要的道具、

买水果（工作需要用到）、

剪剪贴贴的工作...

一大堆的事情要处理：

安排朋友聚会、

查询我继续升学的资料、

安排金马伦之旅的活动、

洗车、‘洗狗’、洗衣服...

一个字——烦...

再来一个字——忙？

最后一个字——乱。

我什么都不想做！！

我要躺在床上，听音乐，看自己喜欢的书。

就今天，可以吗？

我知道现实残酷，

现实回答我说：“不可以”。

是时候清醒了。

EeSoon...

去做你该做的工作，

处理你该处理的事情吧。

*我的心真的真的很累很累很累很累！！！！*

*呐喊*

Anxiety

2011-08-16T18:05:00.004+08:00

I am afraid.

I am scared.

I am feeling..

unsure..

unsafe...

fear...

It's not that I have something in my mind,

and it's certainly not about my work.

It's just a feel...

and...

I am feeling anxious...

"What happen?"

You asked me...

I ... have no answer.

"nothing..."

I said.

"Are you ok?"

Again you asked...

and again, I ... have no answer.

"I am ok..."

I said.

Maybe it's because of...

(13 August 2011)

My body's natural reaction...?

My body refuse to have physical connection with you after...

I found out that...

my psychology ... is not ready...

I feel shy...

I feel blush when you looked at me...

I feel shy when you wanted to kiss me...

I don't dare to look at you...

because I feel unease...

I feel scared when you hugged me...

just... a lot of anxiety in me..

Sorry dear.

I'll let you know once I am fine,

once my psychology is ready.

I don't think I am ok right now.

because right now, I am still feeling...

anxious...

very.

But dear,

don't you worry about me,

I will be fine very soon~~

I know.

Cheers~~

My Favourite Smurf

2011-08-14T22:06:00.019+08:00

Lalalalalala~ lalalalala~

smurfs smurfs~~

My favourite smurf~~

is the smartest one!!

Brainy!!!!

OWww... look how handsome he is, with his glasses on...

my heart is melting when I am looking at him...

*Screaming*

"Brainy, Brainy!!"

By the way, do you know that the smurfs have been in New York?

When I heard it I was like...

seriously what??!! How? When? Why? ... ...

and then... ah... Gargamel of course!!

Ggrrr...

don't you worry smurfs~

I am sure all of you would help lead each others

and find way from New York City back to the Smurf Village.

Am I right?

Especially with Brainy's help and Papa Smurf's leadership skills!!

...

Any idea how to go back?

...

No?

Smurfs, I think you can try to...

1. Find your way to Belgium.

2. When you reach there, find this guy.

3. Ask him to draw you a portal that linked to Smurf Village.

4. Jump into the portal and Woolaaa~~ home sweet home~~

What? Belgium is too far for you smurfs?

Peyo is no longer there???

Ouch!!

That's so sad...

ok... what about this?

1. Brainy, take all the smurfs with you to

the nearest cinema in New York City.

2. Look for the movie titled The Smurfs.

3. Watch the whole movie.

4. Get the idea and use it!!

5. You will get your way home~!

Yeah~~~ that sound a lot easier right?

I think the smurfs will find their way back to Smurf Village

after watching the movie.

hehehehe...

All the best and good luck, Smurfs!!

I smurf all of you~~~

smurf smurf~~

especially you, Brainy~!!!

坦

2011-08-08T17:15:00.005+08:00

我想太多？还是...

我想太少？

其实，我是一个坦荡荡的人。

我没有秘密，也讨厌秘密。

我不喜欢隐瞒，不喜欢悄悄话。

所以很自然的，我不能接受身旁的朋友对我有所隐瞒。

相对的，要我对别人隐瞒某些事情，

其实，我是很辛苦的。

为什么人就不能坦然些？

人，真的有那么多秘密吗？

真的有那么多见不得人的话/言语吗？

所谓的什么：

“不告诉你是知道你听了会伤心/难过/生气/不高兴...”

对不起，我不吃这一套。

伤不伤心，难过不难过、生气与否，那是我/听者的选择。

你没必要为我操心这点。

任何有关系到我的事情，请坦然地告诉我。

不需要理会我的听后感，

因为我那么大的一个人，我会自我调整心情。

开不开心，会不会不高兴，

那是我的选择，外人不需要去理会。

我讨厌秘密！我憎恨隐瞒。

当然，你可以选择隐瞒，

你也有权利选择不告诉我你不想说的。

但至少聪明些，不要‘漏口’，说一些不说一些。

既然说漏了嘴，就请你坦白些吧！

讨厌说话兜兜转转，婆婆妈妈的人。

每一个人对周围的人/朋友都会有要求。

我的唯一要求是，请对我坦白。

若你讨厌我，就直说吧！

如果不想见到我，也直说好了。

没什么好兜兜转转的。

“EeSoon，下次出去时，我不想和你一起去。”

简单。

“EeSoon你的动作令我看了很不顺眼，请停止。”

“EeSoon，我不想和你讲话，你不要来逗我说话”

就那么的容易。

“EeSoon，我很顶不爽你的态度！改一下啦！”

“不要一只看着我，你的眼神让我很不舒服”

清清楚楚，简简单单。

说出来，有那么的难吗？

真的，有那么难吗？

听者听了后会有什么决定、什么想法和感觉，

这些都不需要去想。

至少你让他知道他的哪一些动作、言语是他人不能接受的。

你做了件好事呢！

所以呢，做人，坦白一点吧。

这里有秘密不能说，那里因顾及你的感受而隐瞒...

这只会让人与人的感情疏远。

This will only create crack in the friendship.

Yesterday ... night ...

2011-08-04T17:36:00.003+08:00

you and me...

we were together~

holding each other's hand...

Do you know...?

I love your hug~

I love your kiss~

and I love your touch...

it was so gentle and respectful...

You handle me with care~

and that's what I want.

Thank you, dear.

I love you~

Please take care of my heart...

it's belongs to you now..

Again...

2011-08-03T17:23:00.006+08:00

Again and again and again...

Why am I always feel so bad when I can't control my class...

Why can't I just raise up my voice, and explode like volcano??

Why can't I just scold the children?

Why can't I just shout to the kids?

Why am I so annoyed?

Do I really have that much endurance??

THAT much patience????

Or...

I just lack of the discipline skill I need?

The workable discipline skill...?

The class management skill...?

Again...

I feel like I am a failure...

....

Again...

Most of you are not well-behaved in class...

Most of you are out of control!

Getting over excited, loitering in the class?

Talking during lesson time,

playing/drawing/writing when I am talking to you?

Oh hell...

What happen to the word call 'respect' in you?

6 years old...

you all are really smart...

All of you are adorable...

I love all of you, BUT,

I will prefer, or I should say,

I will love you more if you could just behave well in the class...

Children are pure...

children are simple...

they do not have any intention to make you upset or sad...

they just live their life,

do what they want.

That's all.

You are the one who wants to be angry/upset of their action...

children won't purposely do anything bad...

they are so innocent...

That's why I was wondering...

Why am I so upset with them?

Maybe not the children...

Maybe I am upset with myself...

Why am I so... ... such a failure?

...

I need to brush up my managing skills!!!!!!!

Class managing skills!!!!!!!!!!!!!

REALLY!!

need it.

very much.

All the best to me.

Good Luck EeSoon!!

Tomorrow will be a better day.

preparation

2011-07-27T17:29:00.003+08:00

Almost everything can be done perfectly

with sufficient preparation.

The point is: preparation is VERY important to a task.

If you are lazy to do preparation,

please do not expect success or anything more than that.

Because what you will get is always below that.

Unless, you are one of those lucky ones.

Luck is very important element for those who DON'T prepare.

Nothing is impossible,

please don't give excuses for your laziness

to achieve what you want.

Go! Prepare for what you want now!

All the best.

Be Strong Girl!

2011-07-25T17:07:00.008+08:00

I am loosing control of my class...

loosing control on my children...

I feel like... I can't control my class anymore...

It is so so hard to make them listen to me!!

somehow... sometimes...

I feel like giving up...

But I can't!

I cannot give up just that easily!

NOPE!

Find your management skills, EeSoon!!

Find it back and use it!!

I will not defeated by 6 years old children!!

No and never will!!!!

GRrrrr!!

Power up!!!!!

Confident level UP!!!!!!!

EeSoon!!! Go!!!!!!! EeSoon!!!!!!!

I don't have much time...

only ... 4 more months... left...

Come on, EeSoon!!!!

Energy UP!!!!!!!!

闲想？

2011-07-24T19:09:00.004+08:00

当一个人空闲的时候，

真的是会胡思乱想的。

与其在那里想东想西，

倒不如找些事情来做，

不是吗？

今天的我有些空闲，

很难得自己的周末是有空的。

啊哈！

有空了嘛，就开始想东想西咯~

有那么多东西想吗？

很奇怪，每当空闲时，

很多事情都会从脑海深处涌上来。

想东想西，很浪费时间咧！

找些事来做做。。。

写写部落、上上网、

这里按那里按，

脑海还是不断地在想东想西。

好烦哦。

怎么把自己弄到那么烦？

好多于哦。

自找的。

唉...

想来想去，都处于‘想’的阶段。

哎哟哟... 好心咯...

什么时候采取行动？

什么时候才去行动？

什么时候？

今天的我怎么那么无聊？

今天的我怎么那么闲情？

今天的我怎么那么怪？

今天的我在想什么？

今天的我想了什么？

今天的我怎么了？

又怎么了？

怎么了？

怎...

23 July 2011

2011-07-24T14:30:00.003+08:00

MY FM 13th anniversary celebration was held in

Stadium Putra, Bukit Jalil yesterday night ~

I went for it and it was awesome~!!!!

The singers, the DJs, the programs,

the flow, the lightnings, the crowd, the cheers~...

Awesome!!

Yes, I enjoyed the night.

Thanks to Banana Lee for the tickets~~

love ya! muaxxxx

Sorry, there're no photos bout the event

because I did not bring my camera..

hmmm....

someone took my camera away (borrowed)

and has not return to me yet!

Grrr...

23 July... it is someone's birthday...

one of my friend...

I know there's one but I can't remember who...

is that you? ...

anyway, if it's your birthday, then

happy belated birthday to you!!!

亲爱的~~~

2011-07-23T12:04:00.005+08:00

偶尔撒娇一下~~

其实还蛮好玩的~~

呵呵~~

哦！？

原来我也会制造情趣的噢~！

呵呵呵~~~

想想...

我也不差嘛!

哈！

亲爱的~~~

我爱你~~

偶尔玩一玩亲亲~

也是一种情趣，不是吗？

呵呵~~

偶尔来个深情之吻~

啊~~~！

好害羞... 害羞..

羞羞...

哈哈哈。

EeSoon在发侨。

朝思暮想

2011-07-21T17:15:00.004+08:00

想

想想

想

想想想想
想

想想

念！！！

结果呢？

结果咧？

...

还不是继续地想念？

为什么要想到那么苦？

很苦咩？

也不会啊...

(骗人的)

太理智的人是不是都不会制造情趣的？

太理智的看待一段感情，

是否会让人觉得无聊？

...

啊！

睡

2011-07-19T22:25:00.003+08:00

一天，就这样被我睡掉了。

睡了一整天，醒来后就会觉得后悔。

唉~ 每一次都一样。

为什么我那么会睡？

懒人！

可是...

爱睡觉就算懒吗？

last week VS this week

2011-07-18T18:15:00.005+08:00

Last week was a terrible week.

The only thing I can remember during that week was

"rush rush rush" & "work work work" & "fast fast fast"

Ah ha~~

so stress up...

This week is a lot better than last one.

At least I have nothing to "rush rush rush"

although I still have to "work work work"

but I can take my time, don't need to "fast fast fast".

haha.

I still love my job. :)

Yes, it's not a lie. ;)

Determination!!!

2011-07-05T19:40:00.007+08:00

I must finish my work!

Determined! Motivated! Forced to!

It MUST be done before 10 July 2011!

I don't care how much time/ how many days I need,

I don't care how many movies I'm gonna missed,

I don't care how much I miss the internet,

I don't care, don't care!

no more blogging,

no more outings,

no more movies,

no more dating.

What I care the most, is

I am gonna finish my works before 10 July 2011!

That's it.

And that's the end of this post.

Sabah~ Sabah~

2011-07-03T16:00:00.002+08:00

Atkinson Tower.

Did I told you that I was having a trip to Sabah in June?

I wanted to write a post right after the trip

but because of my endless work and my poor time management...

tik tok tik tok, it's July already.. hmmm... I know...

poor time management...

Since it's Sunday today,

and it supposed to be a relaxing day,

let's blog!!

ho ho ho~

Here are some of the photos I took during the trip~~~

A picture tells a thousand words...

so... alright.

more photos, less words please.

Let's begin:

1st day arrived Sabah. Went to Tuaran~

and this is a bridge somewhere in the middle of a market in Tuaran?

Next, crocodile farm. And as you expected,

let me present to you:

#1 - the tired crocodile.

#2 - the sexy crocodile showing its shape~

#3 - cute little creature without a name...?

Seriously, I don't know what is this little creature call.

Anyone can tell me?

and #4 - Kuma, your friends!!

After day 1's photos, let's jumble everything in!

I went to Manukan Island next.

It was a peaceful and relaxing place~~

(if only you don't mind the rubbish around la...)

Then to Atkinson tower, Poring Hot Spring,

Kinabalu park in Kundasang, Tip of Borneo,

One Borneo, Ranau? ... etc etc etc...

Photos from Manukan Island:

#1 - the entrance~

#2 - relaxing view~

#3 - dark dark clouds and the lonely island...

#4 - the tour guide.

Poring Hot Spring:

Read the sign please.

So? The only thing I took is this photo lo...

Oh, and this too. hehe ^^

my personal photographer... hehe...

Up up we go, to the waterfall!

err.... are we there yet? ...

Yes we are!

blur blur, but I like it! yo~!

At Kundasang Pine Resort:

Mount Kinabalu behind me!! yuhoo~

Tip Of Borneo~

North of Sabah:

#1 - peaceful wave~

#2 - the trees around~~ green and brown~

That's all~~

Actually there are more photos...

it's just...... it's... it's... ...

it's time to go.

I need to do my work now before it pile up and...

I don't want to imagine that.

Bye everyone.

ciao.

无精打采

2011-06-27T20:54:00.003+08:00

头痛

疲惫

空虚

压力

疲倦

纳闷

头晕

忙碌

思念

期限

烦躁

急促

忧郁

犹豫

心情复杂的我...

现在很情绪化...

太多太多的情绪...

弄得我好累，好累。

我好想睡觉。

一觉睡到自然醒，

不用去烦工作、

不用烦生活怎过、

不用烦感情、

不用烦未来；

什么都不用烦！

什么都不用去想。

我只想好好的睡一觉。

不想醒来了。

懒人！

2011-06-22T17:49:00.005+08:00

懒人懒人，

起床咯！

昨晚竟然从晚上8点半睡到今早6点半？？

整整十个小时？？？

好浪费啊！！！！！！！！！！

(罪过罪过.... ....)

我那十个小时分一半出来，

可以做很多事情的咧！

可以写很多份报告的咧！

可以做很多教案的咧！

可以准备很多教材的咧！！

啊！！！！

我怎么那么浪费时间？

还在这里打部落发泄？?

啊？？？

看！

还有那么多的工作还没做呢！

...

工作去，

工作去...

工作去!!

醒来！拜托...醒来..

2011-06-18T20:45:00.005+08:00

我什么时候变得那么情绪化了啊？

还是我现在才发现我本来就那么的情绪化？

为什么我宁选择在这里浪费时间打部落，

都不愿意去做我该做的事，完成我手头上的工作？

EeSoon，

你有没有那么懒惰哦？

你有没有那么累噢？

你到底在累什么？

你到底在烦什么？

是不是需要被骂一下，

才会有工作的冲劲？

停止沉睡了啦！！！

EeSoon,你到底怎么了？？

醒来！！起来！！

提起精神来！！

哈咯？？？？

真得很讨厌这个要死不死的EeSoon，

吊儿郎当、浪费时间、没有冲劲的EeSoon。

拜托，开始工作啦...

不要再浪费时间了...

please...

grrr...

what happen to you...EeSoon?

泪

2011-06-18T14:27:00.003+08:00

昨晚流泪了，

心是累的，

为什么？

不懂。

为什么？

我不知道。

可是泪流了，

泪就是流了下来！

今早起床，

头是痛的，

眼睛肿肿，

原因何在？

昨夜之泪...

吧。

我到底怎么了？

失落

2011-06-18T00:13:00.003+08:00

很想你。

今晚特别的想你。

不要离开我，可以吗？

我知道不可以...可是我还是想说，

不要走...不要走...

不要离开我...

今晚的感觉很强烈，

你离开后，我突然感到失落...

突然感到不安...

突然...

为什么今晚的我那么感性？

好想流泪...但为什么呢？

我怎么了？

开工！

2011-06-17T01:51:00.003+08:00

沙巴之旅~~

无忧无虑~~

轻轻松松~~

自由自在~~

人生一大享受啊！

这样的生活真舒服~

哦！还有！

甜甜蜜蜜~~

幸福愉快~~

热情关怀~~

受宠若惊!??

呵呵~~

悠闲的时光过得真快~

假期过了~

没得悠闲了~

没有自由自在、

没有轻轻松松了...

回到了城市，

回到家。

突然有种压迫感...

压力来了...

工作回来了...

又要开始忙了。

哦~

忙忙忙！

忙忙忙忙忙...

我...

忙里偷闲！

嘿！

写写blog~

疏解压力~

发泄情绪~

始终还是要...

...

唉~

是时候开工啦！

继续工作去~~!

tata~

学校假期~

2011-06-02T16:39:00.003+08:00

学校假期到咯~~

为什么我没有放假的？

啊？

为什么为什么？

不用问那么多，

没有就是没有。

不只是你一个没有假放！

别人都没怨。

所以，

静静。

哦......

...

啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我要放假!!

我要放假!!!!

我唔哉!!

我要假期!!

呜呜...

闹情绪!

发脾气!

我要放假!!!!

GRRrrrr!!!!

呜哇啊啊啊哇呀呀！

好啦好啦...

看你那么吵的份上，

为了保护大家的耳膜，

给你放假啦！

一个星期够吗？

够啦！

拿去。

hehe...

EeSoon...

你真的很无聊。

呵呵。

好期待假期哦！

明天还有一天！

过了明天我就放假咯~

耶！

开心~~

沙巴沙巴我来也~

我要看看好久没见的满天星夜空~

我要呼吸新鲜空气~~

我要用我的双腿走走、跑跑、跳跳~~

我要享受大自然~

亲爱的

2011-06-01T16:26:00.004+08:00

突然，

就突然的，

就很突然的...

我想你，

很想你；

很想念你。

为啥？

不知道。

此时此刻，

就是...

想着你，

亲爱的。

忙里偷闲-睡？

2011-05-31T02:18:00.003+08:00

忙忙忙！

一个星期过去了，

该忙的都忙完了，

该做得也都完成了。

啊~松口气了。

不过，忙完了吗？

没没没，

还有其他东西忙...

忙归忙，

...

忙里偷闲~！

去‘拍拖’咯~~~

嘿嘿。

由于太累的关系，

我竟然把谈情说爱的时间用来睡觉？

呵呵...不好意思哦...亲爱的，

要你陪我，却在你身旁睡着了...

不过，还是谢谢你的耐性和陪伴啦~

爱你~~

呵呵。

接下来，

要准备去沙巴的行李咯~~

我要去见家长啦！！

那个他~

他的家长。

见学校‘小瓜’的家长一点都不可怕，

十多二十个来都没问题。

可是想到要见的是他的家长...

我却有点害怕和紧张。

为啥？

哦，怕怕...

冷静，冷静...

请冷静下来！

见了十多二十个家长都没问题，

区区一个aunty和uncle...

没问题的！

I suppose...

希望如此吧...

提不起劲

2011-05-23T00:40:00.002+08:00

今天是决定把工作完成的日子！

可是我却，浪费了一整天的时间。

早上起床吃了早餐后就上网。

十二小时前写了新post，

接下来就睡了午觉。

一睡便是几个小时，

醒来后已经是傍晚六点左右...

浪费。

接下来洗澡、洗衣、煮东西、晚餐...

又花了几个小时的时间。

八点左右开始工作~

改改书，写写字...

几个小时又飘过了~

做着做着，

觉得很闷、很无聊，

又跑来上网~

这里按、那里看...

觉得是时候该继续工作了！

可是就是提不起劲...

托呀托，

时间一分一秒的过去了，

我的工作还是没有完成。

工作越叠越多，

工作量越来越大！

可是对于工作的态度却越来越消沉...

总觉得很无聊...

很沉闷。

一天拖一天的工作，

什么时候才会完成？

明日复明日，明日何其多？

星期一一定要交的工作，

到现在只做了不到10%...

要死咯！！

我...到底怎么了？

Not Again...

2011-05-22T12:50:00.008+08:00

May 20, year 2011 & May 21, year 2011

我不开心。

为什么我没有开心的感觉？？

为什么？

是因为期待吗？

这是第二次了。

第二次那么的失望。

真的是因为期待吗？

还是...

因为没有生日蛋糕？

因为没有生日礼物？

因为你问我要什么instead of自己去想去决定去买？

因为没有惊喜？

真的是因为这些小事吗？

可能你认为是这样吧。

其实，我也不肯定是什么导致我的不开心。

我只知道这次的失望和上次的感觉是一样的。

我渴望、我期待...

这次你叫我不要问，我没有问，就让你做安排。

可是到最后什么都没有的那种感觉，

有多空...你懂吗？

那种感觉很伤、很难形容，就...失望...?

期望越高，失望越大。

我了解。

所以我没有期待，也没有渴望些什么啊。

就...

至少给我一些...

我不知道，就... ...一些...

... ?

少了，少了。

就是少了些东西。

我真的真的说不出是什么。

就真的，少了。

我难过。

对，我是伤心的。

没想到，相隔四年后，

又是个不开心的生日。

EeSoon's Day~~

2011-05-20T17:08:00.004+08:00

Yes!

Today is my day!

EeSoon's day.

What day?

Birthday laaa...

ish...

what else...?

Wish me happy birthday.

hahaha.

Thank you thank you.

I love you~

520

I love stars too~~

呐喊

2011-05-19T17:37:00.005+08:00

AAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！

啊啊啊啊！！！！！！！！！！

啊..............

就是想喊。

压力、情绪、开心/不开心、失望、伤心、兴奋！

我喊！！！！！！

啊！！！！！！！

AAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!!!

Just let me...

express myself through shouting...

just...

leave me alone.

It's Time!!!

2011-05-18T16:21:00.005+08:00

It's time to rush rush rush!!!!

It has to be done tonight!!

It's a MUST!!!

EeSoon!!!

You better get serious!!!

No more "lazy-ing" around!

Start working NOW!!!!

Shooo!!!

The Moment - Night

2011-05-16T14:36:00.012+08:00

May 14, year 2011

1st suprise:

Never that I thought all of you will bring me there!

My favourite place!!

Luna Bar~~

I was so happy~~

Finally I get to visit there again~~

Luna Bar~

I love the environment,

I love the view,

I just... love that place!

So, we had our dinner in the bar,

chit-chating about life... this and that...

Looking at you... all of you...

my dearest friends...

Owhh... I miss you all so so much!!

2nd surprise:

About 11pm? or 11pm++

Where we were in the middle of chat...

suddenly I saw some weird eye contact between 2 of you...

hmmm...

in a sudden,

all of you sung birthday song!

okay~~ I got it~ I think I know the plan...

A birthday cake was brought out from my left.

So I sing along~~

"happy birthday to EeSoon~~"

and we clap hands~

we laugh~~

we smile~~

3rd surprise:

After the birthday song...

"eh, Jordan come, sit there la!"

oh wait....

Jordan who?

Jothan?

After hearing that sentence...

I turn to my left and...

...

It's him I see!

!!!!!!!

Ahhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~

never ever did I expect he will shows up in ... that way!!!!

Holding a cake... with candles on it...

I was in shock!!!!!!!

What????

This is really an unexpected surprise!!

My dear... boyfriend... shows up!

blush, unexpected... happy~~~

Thank you all...

I had a great night!

I was really happy and I feel so so so lucky!

to have all of you in my life!

I feel loved...

Thank you for planning all this to me...

Thanks for loving me~~

I love all of you too!!!!!!

Aeris, Fang, Hui, Swing.

I love you!!

And of course, I love you too~~

Jothan, dear...

The Moment - Morning~

2011-05-16T14:34:00.001+08:00

May 14, year 2011.

It was a wonderful day and night.

Early in the morning, I reach work place about 7.30am.

We were having an event, called Family day.

Children and parents attended the event,

and we all had fun with all the games, food and prizes~~

It was just one word to describe the whole event - FUN!

What a wonderful morning I had~~~

Being able to see different parents bonding with their children,

seeing all the children with happy faces,

seeing all the parents with satisfying expression~~

seeing how close/strong one family can be to win the games~~

I enjoyed! Even though it's tiring...

But everything's worth when I see all parents and children go back with big smile!

Tiring, yet fun and exciting!!!

After the event, it's clean up time.

Thanks to all the parents and teachers for making this event success!

And thanks for helping up without being calculative~~

Team work!! I can feel that!

Done cleaning at around 1pm.

Went home then.

----------

After all the morning work, I was tired.

have my lunch, bath after reach home... then begin to surf the net.

few minutes later... doze off... zzz

-----------

About 7pm, I was awaken by my mom...

Woke up in a shock!

Because I was suppose to get ready for my earlier birthday

celebration planned by my friends by 7pm...

opss opss opsss!!!

The Moment

2011-05-16T00:04:00.002+08:00

May 14, year 2011.

A day full with happiness and surprises.

I feel thankful and lucky to have such good friends.

Wanna know what happen?

Let me elaborate.

...

Why not I elaborate this later?

later... as in... after I get the related photos, ok?

Tata everyone. Goodnight.

hehe..

Ignorance...

2011-05-10T18:17:00.004+08:00

work work...

I've been ignoring my work recently...

taking too much time on something else...

oh no...

this is not good.

Tomorrow is the deadline!!!!!

Ouch!

I totally forgot about it...

oh dear, oh dear...

I got to rush rush rush!!!

Hope I can get it done by tonight.

This is what happen when you do not plan your time well...

poor time management...

sigh.

blogging still????

Hell...

Start working, EeSoon!!!!

Shoooo!!!!!

Today!

2011-05-07T08:15:00.002+08:00

I am going up to the hill today!!

With him and a she and a he.

Will be back tomorrow~~

hehehe~~~

I am looking forward for this trip!

What will happen later?

...

I don't know!

Can't wait to find out~~

Enjoy, EeSoon!!!

muax~!

recently...

2011-05-05T17:22:00.003+08:00

recently... (body/health)

tired, exhausted?

not really...

sleepy?

yes.

recently... (love/relationship)

happy, enjoyed?

yes yes!!

restless?

somehow...

yes...

...

recently... (work/job)

stress? busy?

yes!!

passion??

still here~~

that is good~!

right!?

recently... (friendship)

missing someone?

yes... she and she and she and she and...

meet up??

can't wait to!!

organizing~~

yuhoo~!

recently... (extra curriculum)

having any?

yes! getting more and more!!

feel?

tiring yet enjoying~

o ho ho.

love it!

My life is getting better~! I am gaining satisfaction everyday~~

haha~ I mean, somehow I am doing things that I always wanted to do.

I am realizing some of the things I dream to do when I was young~~

DOING it instead of thinking it makes me feel so so joyful.

Keep it up, EeSoon!!!

I love you, EeSoon!!!!

Support support!!!

Motivating~~

go EeSoon,

GO!

U

2011-05-02T10:56:00.003+08:00

U..

You you you...

it's you!

You are the one!

You...

you.

有些感觉是言语无法形容的...

我满足、我幸福~~

谢谢。

Melt~

2011-04-25T18:39:00.006+08:00

Melting~~

I am melting~~

My heart is melting~~

I feel like my body is melting~~

"EeSoon!!"

"You think you are an ice-cream??"

"hello~~~~ wake up!!!!!!!!!!"

"....what happen to you...?"

...

Zz

2011-04-21T19:25:00.000+08:00

I ... am ...

very ...

tired.

Yes, I am VERY

very tired.

I feel sleepy now..

extremely sleepy.

I want to sleep.

NAP!!

alright.

goodbye.

Ahhh!!!

suddenly...

felt headache...

pain... pain... dizzy...

oh no...

It's me again...

2011-04-18T23:37:00.002+08:00

I am sorry.

Other than sorry...

still...

I am sorry.

That's the only thing I can say now.

Thank you for the care and love.

I felt it, truly felt it in my heart.

I know I made you sad,

and I am really sorry.

I apologize.

(although it can't change anything..)

Swing, I am sorry.

莫名的...

2011-04-17T17:33:00.004+08:00

躺在你怀里，我莫名的紧张起来...

望着你，我莫名的心跳加数...

当你也看着我时,

我竟然感到莫名的害怕！

对，害怕！

害怕你会消失...

害怕你不再紧握我的手...

害怕你会离我而去...

害怕...

感情/感觉深的时候，

做什么事情都是心甘情愿的~

多么困难的事都愿意付出~

甜蜜蜜~

哪怕有一天，

那种感觉慢慢地减少了...

爱意减少了...

脸红心跳的感觉没有了...

...

我需要安全感。

可是，安全感不是自己给自己的吗？

我...不清楚...

我只知道，我现在需要安全感。

Once in a year~

2011-04-14T17:50:00.007+08:00

There is one thing,

that will happen to me at least...

once in a year since... 4 years ago.

Every year, I will get once.

At least once.

sigh..

sigh...

why's that??

why why why why???

I've lost my voice... again... one year once...

Reason being?

Sore throat... heat...?

Ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

Grrr...

I want my voice back!!!

My beautiful voice!!!!

"Hello baby~~~"

you know how sexy my voice is now????

I don't like this sexy voice!!!!

Noooooo...

I don't want!

GRrr...

No voice = can't talk.

can't talk = can't go work.

can't go work = ?

...

can't go work = work at home lo!

ish...

nah! medicine photo.

Every year must take these...

Every year!!!!!! Grrrr....

sigh... antibiotic again...

and the green thinggie...

Oh? wait... a minute ...

Eh??

This year's quite nice!

Orange flavoured antibiotic!?

haha..

Hug you hug me~

2011-04-11T14:25:00.000+08:00

I love to hug your arm~

I love to lye on your chest & shoulder~

listen to your heartbeat...

I love to hug your waist~

I love the way you hold me with your arms~

Don't be afraid...

just hug me tight,

let me feel that I am safe and loved.

I give you the permission to hug me,

yes, you...

only you.

Hugss

2011-04-11T12:20:00.012+08:00

Hugs~

I love hugs~

a lot~~

Friends' hug~

Daddy's hug~

Mummy's hug~

Lover's hug~

Sisters' hug~

Brothers' hug~

Self hugging?

hehe...

just hugsss~

Express

2011-04-10T13:42:00.005+08:00

Sometimes,

some words,

some sentences,

some thoughts...

are best to kept silent.

Sometimes,

you don't need to tell everything.

Get to the point,

just say what is in your mind.

Don't need long explanation,

don't need interpretation...

just, straight to the point.

That's it.

Pointless words?

Pointless thoughts?

Pointless sentences?

Pointless explanation?

What's the point of expressing it out?

Just leave it.

There's no need to express it out at all,

those are pointless anyway.