Again...

Again and again and again...

Why am I always feel so bad when I can't control my class...

Why can't I just raise up my voice, and explode like volcano??

Why can't I just scold the children?

Why can't I just shout to the kids?

Why am I so annoyed?

Do I really have that much endurance??

THAT much patience????

Or...

I just lack of the discipline skill I need?

The workable discipline skill...?

The class management skill...?

Again...

I feel like I am a failure...

....

Again...

Most of you are not well-behaved in class...

Most of you are out of control!

Getting over excited, loitering in the class?

Talking during lesson time,

playing/drawing/writing when I am talking to you?

Oh hell...

What happen to the word call 'respect' in you?

6 years old...

you all are really smart...

All of you are adorable...

I love all of you, BUT,

I will prefer, or I should say,

I will love you more if you could just behave well in the class...

Children are pure...

children are simple...

they do not have any intention to make you upset or sad...

they just live their life,

do what they want.

That's all.

You are the one who wants to be angry/upset of their action...

children won't purposely do anything bad...

they are so innocent...

That's why I was wondering...

Why am I so upset with them?

Maybe not the children...

Maybe I am upset with myself...

Why am I so... ... such a failure?

...

...

I need to brush up my managing skills!!!!!!!

Class managing skills!!!!!!!!!!!!!

REALLY!!

need it.

very much.

All the best to me.

Good Luck EeSoon!!

Tomorrow will be a better day.