Tear Drops

I was stressed up!

I was unhappy.

I was angry.

I was sad.

I was..

not fine,

not ok.

That was my mixed-emotions add up

since Monday til yesterday.

I wasn't aware about it until...

my tear drops.

It wasn't my intention to cry,

but my tears just drop off from my eye,

uncontrollable...

I feel so sorry to Mr. boyfriend

because I was silent when he called me yesterday night..

He did all the talking and...

I guess he is quite confuse on the way I responded...

so... not EeSoon at all...

so... down... and so... negative.

I am fatigue.

Emotionally exhausted.

Physically tired.

I really need some rest physically and emotionally.

I miss Mr boyfriend...

very much...

I didn't meet him since last Sunday..

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and not going to meet him until this Saturday..

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