Satisfaction Search

Did I ever mention that I've change my job?
Well, if I didn't...
I've change my job.

And guess what?
I am not happy with this new job.
Can't find any satisfaction in this job... :(
oh, sad.

I keep on thinking, why do I change my job?
As I always tell others, I want to experience different jobs before I settle down in one.
Yes, it's true! So that's what makes me change my previous job.
Based on my current situation...
I won't stick long in my current job for sure.

I like to learn new things, experience new things
but you know what?
After 3 months of working,
even though I get to learn a lot, experience a lot from the job,
I realize, I don't like this job. 
Really. no. like.
I'm searching very very hard for job satisfaction during my working hours but 
I really can't find any...
I work hard, it has good return,
but I still don't feel any satisfaction.

What to do now?
I'm sort of.. like a walking corpse, living without soul... 
working without passion..
touching without feel...
eating without taste...
hmmm... 

I think you know what am I thinking...
Yea yea, yes, but no, cant.
I can't quit though...
bad for my reputation.. it seems so irresponsible.
I'd just join the company since February, 
it's not even 4 months yet and I am starting to think about resigning...
... nooooooooooooooooooooo ...
no no no, I can't quit... (at least not now)

sigh... sigh... sigh!!!!!!